If you were here
If you were here I would hold you tight
If you were here I would tuck you in and kiss you goodnight
If you were here I would sing you a lullaby
But since you are not I sing it to the sky
Nothing to do,
Trash everywhere,
Stinking everything up,
Waiting to be cleaned,
If anyone cares?
I guess not,
A lady,
High as a kite,
Drunk as can be,
Riding her bike,
Getting arrested,
Thank god for police.
To the zoo we go to escape the madness,
Only to find more,
Birds screeching,
Monkeys howling,
And sea lions that just won’t shut up,
Little kids,
Whining and picking their noses,
Just gross,
Stupid too,
Putting their arms in cages,
To the reptile house for peace and quiet,
Spiders spinning webs,
Multi-colored frogs,
Snakes slithering and sleeping,
Man, this is cool,
One snake, huge, fat, and mean,
Hungry for my cousin bu
Well Guys, I’ll tell you:
Life for me hasn’t been exactly a dream come true,
It has had many houses of horror in it,
And monsters hiding under my bed,
And ghosts of the past haunting the present,
And places where there is only one thing that can be known
-darkness.
But all the time,
I keep going, searching for true happiness,
And sometimes I reach new levels where everything is better,
And sometimes I get stuck in one repetitive horrific fantasy,
And sometimes I try to wake up from a nightmare that is reality,
To try to escape darkness’s might,
So, Everyone, you can’t give up,
Don’t let go of hope,
Cause everyt
Learning happiness is a lie,
Hope slowly dies.
My heart is broken,
by the words not spoken
Life at bay,
Fire fades to grey.
The light goes out,
Returning is of doubt.
I cry and cry
Because I lied.
I could never stop loving you,
I just could not stand to ever make you blue.
You couldn't be there when the disease ripped me apart,
It would break your beautiful heart.
You would have never been happy with me,
So I set you free.
You moved on,
Long before I was gone.
I am still here.
The end draws near.
Fighting day after day,
As life fades away.
Always holding one thing to be true,
My heart will alway
My skin is honest,
telling my past through scars.
Being hurt again and again,
Making me numb to pain.
Losing humanity to fear.
Afraid of love.
Knowing only hate.
My nightmares tell truths of life.
It is seen in their eyes,
As they do the devils work.
I see it in their smiles,
Filled with razor sharp teeth.
Demons inside them,
Enjoying the torture of others.
It never ends
They stay with you forever.
Poisoning dreams.
Haunting your life.
Never to love another,
How could that be done?
Always seeing monsters,
Seeing harsh eyes filled with hate.
These eyes are kind,
Filled with life and love
These hands are gentle,
Made for holding
This smile
If you were here
If you were here I would hold you tight
If you were here I would tuck you in and kiss you goodnight
If you were here I would sing you a lullaby
But since you are not I sing it to the sky
Nothing to do,
Trash everywhere,
Stinking everything up,
Waiting to be cleaned,
If anyone cares?
I guess not,
A lady,
High as a kite,
Drunk as can be,
Riding her bike,
Getting arrested,
Thank god for police.
To the zoo we go to escape the madness,
Only to find more,
Birds screeching,
Monkeys howling,
And sea lions that just won’t shut up,
Little kids,
Whining and picking their noses,
Just gross,
Stupid too,
Putting their arms in cages,
To the reptile house for peace and quiet,
Spiders spinning webs,
Multi-colored frogs,
Snakes slithering and sleeping,
Man, this is cool,
One snake, huge, fat, and mean,
Hungry for my cousin bu
Well Guys, I’ll tell you:
Life for me hasn’t been exactly a dream come true,
It has had many houses of horror in it,
And monsters hiding under my bed,
And ghosts of the past haunting the present,
And places where there is only one thing that can be known
-darkness.
But all the time,
I keep going, searching for true happiness,
And sometimes I reach new levels where everything is better,
And sometimes I get stuck in one repetitive horrific fantasy,
And sometimes I try to wake up from a nightmare that is reality,
To try to escape darkness’s might,
So, Everyone, you can’t give up,
Don’t let go of hope,
Cause everyt
Learning happiness is a lie,
Hope slowly dies.
My heart is broken,
by the words not spoken
Life at bay,
Fire fades to grey.
The light goes out,
Returning is of doubt.
I cry and cry
Because I lied.
I could never stop loving you,
I just could not stand to ever make you blue.
You couldn't be there when the disease ripped me apart,
It would break your beautiful heart.
You would have never been happy with me,
So I set you free.
You moved on,
Long before I was gone.
I am still here.
The end draws near.
Fighting day after day,
As life fades away.
Always holding one thing to be true,
My heart will alway
My skin is honest,
telling my past through scars.
Being hurt again and again,
Making me numb to pain.
Losing humanity to fear.
Afraid of love.
Knowing only hate.
My nightmares tell truths of life.
It is seen in their eyes,
As they do the devils work.
I see it in their smiles,
Filled with razor sharp teeth.
Demons inside them,
Enjoying the torture of others.
It never ends
They stay with you forever.
Poisoning dreams.
Haunting your life.
Never to love another,
How could that be done?
Always seeing monsters,
Seeing harsh eyes filled with hate.
These eyes are kind,
Filled with life and love
These hands are gentle,
Made for holding
This smile
Hi, I made a help and support page on a google plus account, https://plus.google.com/u/0/communities/115930247135986190729 for anyone who is suffering from the chronic illness RSD/CRPS, or anyone who knows someone suffering from it. I have had it since I was 14 years old: full body internal and external, and wanted to help others with similar conditions. For those of you who don't know, RSD/CRPS (Reflexive Sympathetic Dystrophy/ Complex Regional Pain Syndrome) is a rare, poorly understood neurological pain syndrome that is characterized by relentless, severe pain. There are few treatments for it and not a lot of the treatments are succes